The Pulsing Beats

Happy Valentine!

2012-02-13T17:21:00.000-08:00

A picture I have thousand reasons to cry for. From the other side of the world. Hundred or thousand of miles probably. See, it doesn't have to be fancy. Just something simple and thoughtful will touch each part of your heart. It reminded me that someone at the other part of the world, somewhere, keep thinking and missing about you. Something to be happy with, isn't it?

I shall waiting for the day to be reunited again. Praying and Happy Valentine Day to all out there.

Songbird in the making

2012-02-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

One day, a colleague of mine was so eager sending out invitation and pulled the team for a karaoke singing season. We do need one actually after a kinda long working hours everyday. You know how they squeezed you like a wet towel and all. Every bit of you. There are moment when you start wavering and asking yourself, the day when you attended the interview and the interviewer asked if you're ready for all the shit and you said yes. So, no point regretting.

With them I wonder if singing this thingy was in their blood when they're born, as for me always hit the clich on any of the upbeat songs. =.=

A moment where we not only sang out heart out, we ate our stomach full too!

Forgotten when was the last time I visited karaoke, last year if not mistaken.

Family Love.

2012-02-08T22:05:00.000-08:00

With my naughty niece. :) Super naughty niece. :) Beginning to love her even more.

Offday at Port Dickson

2012-02-06T19:25:00.000-08:00

Before I start anything, I so gonna say something. My eldest sister, put on earth to make me die of miserable and embarrassment. -.- All the time. She'd be unbearable if she wasn't such a great sister.

So back to the trip, a little outing I recently just have with sister and family. A trip which I have been coveting since started working this year. Stressful? Kinda. The past holiday season did sooth the pain a little, but just not enough. We departed just in the afternoon, having a long driving journey all the way from KL to Port Dickson (long because it took nearly freaking 1.5 hours due to the crowd flocking to the same destination).

Happily checked-in and got this apartment with the amazingly nice sea view.

It wasn't easy to have a short break especially once you started working. Bathing under the sun for nothing become a luxury and for the moment I didn't mind even a bit getting any tanner thou days ago, an old friend which I met just commented I got SSsooo tanned. Fine, whatever.

Time spent with this kid is all worthy. She can be very mischievous, very very naughty yet can be so adorable and innocent at time. Like scatter her residue of rubber eraser all over my bed and laughing to me. Sometime I just feel like kill her and that'd be end of story.

She has gotten a lot a lot of her time in the resort. All of the facilities seemed pretty much customized just for her. The rabbit, the turtle, the pool and etc.

Take me away from the beach, the sea wind would be something I miss the most.

Heart this moment and picture much

See how confusing she is? She can really really really get so confused.

Not a very nice beach I would say but for the sake of a break, I wouldn't comment much.

Lying down just like that with the nice music kept looping can easily put me into a sound afternoon nap. Of course with the presence of a pair of sunglasses and a good novel, that would pretty much be my day during my off day.

CNY Yi Shang

2012-02-03T07:52:00.001-08:00

The new chapter of life lead me to a situation where I am feed constantly and I just have to say yes for weight gaining. It's shooting up exponentially. *shaking head*

sigh, what can I do despite of realizing I am actually getting rounder and rounder day by day.

And the eating keeps continue...

Total I have done with 3 Yi Shang at this Water Dragon Year which according to those inspirations made by those Feng Shui's master, not a very good year for me. Whatever it is, life still goes on, be it good or bad.

Falling in love with this Yi Shang which is kinda sourish + crispy + it was only served once a year.Especially the salmon. :) Consider yourself lucky to be able to get one or two out from the portion divided.

I got ALOT as they knew I like it-.-

Many Many credit goes to this dish which obviously one of the top recommendations by the chef, forgotten the name thou which has the lotus, the green pea, black fungus, mushrooms and celery.

Must order dish - 年年有余

Indicating one's going to have balance every year.Ridiculous enough, but people kinda believe it.

The duck floss wrap, finger-licking good. SLURRRPPINGGG tasting good.

well, standard enough, a picture or two before the session. I love my colleagues and all. Let the ladies rule. :D

@ Spring Garden, KLCC Suria.

年初八-拜天公

2012-01-31T07:55:00.000-08:00

初次在首都吉隆坡庆天公，还真大开眼界，那扰人清梦的烟花炮竹声，小的见识了，不敢多恭维。一次就够了，再来几次，眼袋下的黑圆圈都快把我变成国宝级人物 - 熊猫。我，不想。 @@

天公诞，顾名思义，祭天公。可奇怪的是，天公就只有那么一个，每家每户都在拜祭，天公的分身术有多强，还真让人寻味。少说也有几千万家，在同一时辰，献上贡品。天公真的会大家光临吗？小时候会傻傻地想，天公会不会贪心地把所有食物都给收起在漫漫享受。长大了，觉得这有多好笑，就有多好笑。

不过，获福的不只是天公，我的肚子也叨了点光，跟着被供奉。

包了豆显的“红古”。

再来一个椰浆糯米。

各种各样的糕点，再吵得夜晚，也值回票价了吧，苦的是脑细胞，福的是肚子。

年

2012-01-26T16:30:00.000-08:00

年，每一个人都过年，每一年都在过。一年初始，一晃就是年初五了。华人，终抛不开传统的枷锁；每一个新年，都是忙着办年货，大扫除，买新衣等等，尽管有百般千万个不愿意，那红彤彤，喜洋洋的喜庆节日还是如期到来。今年的年，过得和以往非常非常地不一样。即使尝尽各种方法，使自己加倍忙碌，拼了命跑在工作的前线，尽量使自己充实，始终还是有种失落。少了一个人，始终还是少了，骗不了人。不提，不表示不想；不想不表示不思念；不去思念，却还是怀念。

年过了，结了，重新回到工作的岗位了，一点都不留恋。今年的年，比以往安静了许多。家里都很有默契不去题，不去说，就算不小心把话题扯到嘴角，都会不着痕迹地又把话题给扯回，大家都有共鸣，新年嘛，辞旧迎新，无论是欢喜或悲伤，不舍或留恋，都把它给藏在心底里，迈向崭新的一年。心里有多思念，有多怀念，自己知道就好。但多努力伪装，都敌不过事实不断地在打击着。曾经，过年回家时，老豆都会在码头守候着，等着，迎接我们永远都是一张欢迎回家的脸颊，永远不会像妈妈一样唠唠叨叨地问长问短，老豆只会问，吃了吗？担心我们饿着。

新年的快乐，今年我没享受到。没机会给老豆添新衣裳，一起吃花生，一起看过年戏，一起拜神接新年。今年，只是纯粹的应景，没半点过节的气氛，吃团圆饭时，更是可怜，嘴巴像嚼蜡般，食之无味。想念老豆嘴里含着饭，滔滔不绝地告诉我们鱼新鲜或不，再快快地把饭扒完；闲闲地到市镇或海边去逛逛，看见人潮汹涌，心里又是另一种滋味。

年过了，角色演完了，戏落幕了，我退场了。与长辈拜年，我无一不戴着假面具。过程的学问太大，太复杂，太难懂，我学不起。随着年级增长，觉得大家都带着假面具做人。既然如此，我何不随着大家，也戴一副呢？说不定我的面具更加逼真，看你是否能看穿。还有，快乐有些时候可以瞒天过海。

长大了，不再是一个红包，一杯汽水，几件新衣裳就可以渡过一个快乐的新年。生活的枷锁，琐细麻烦我领悟了，来得快与否，我不想评论。或许如此我才能长大成长。想当初那流落遥远异域之地的念头，越来越强，或许有天我放得下时，我会走得潇潇洒洒。

洁白色的春花，我献给老豆。

Miss those nerve-wrecking moment.

2012-01-18T18:38:00.000-08:00

It has been awhile since I last undertook any nerve-wrecking activity. I personally feel that we kinda ought to do all these when we are young. No way you have chance for all when you are old and dusty. Not to say when you have your family already. Ops, too fast to say all these. But I kinda miss all those moment when we got trembling and shaking before taking any one of those. And man, I going for another one again soon! The bungee jump in Thailand. Please please please make it work please. It's still under planning thou. Finger cross that the plan HAS to work out.

So rewind back and see what I have net so far. The G-force in Ferrari World. Strapped onto the seat, the starting sequence was really slow and was initiated only after all the passengers was informed.So it wasn't that scary as I thought. We were able to take in scenery around the city on the way up and we were paused on top for like 1 minutes. The friend beside me even manage to take panorama photo using his Iphone. The way down was really slow, way so slow that it wasn't even free falling. Friends who took the game cursing like nobody business. Well, what should I say, like it much because it wasn't too fast? But why at the first place I lining up if not for the speed and free falling? MMM. lol

The Space Shot at Genting Highlands early this year, as fast as 67km/h. The ride of rapid ascending and descending really killing. We really screamed the lungs out. But guess, the nerve wrecking moment was what we were aftering.

Then, the faint-hearted roller-coaster ride with a friend of my from Latin Amerika - Peru. I have been playing this game since I was young so I kinda immune to it. Looking at how my friend shouting and screaming was all the fun is.

I was on a trip to Universal Studio Singapore last year but somehow I really chickened out and withdrew last minute when bf said he was going for the infamous roller coaster. I guess I shouldn't be blamed, looking at those wiggy and twisted track, 80km/h, I wonder if i wouldn't get a heart attack. And now regretting so much for not trying it out. Is ok, I not too old yet, I will have chance to go again, comforting myself hard.

Surprisingly, chicken me have to gut to try out the World FASTEST Roller Coaster in Ferrari World in ABu Dhabi. Man, we played 3 times. How on earth I got it done when I think back now. Guess the expensive entrance ticket done the persuading work. 240 km/h. 100 seconds. I thought my heart gonna start pounding. But somehow I am still kicking by now and praying hard the Bungee Jump plan with my coworkers will work. Please please please. We all just live once in this life. I wanna try as much as I could.

The Fairytale Dinner

2012-01-15T00:25:00.000-08:00

When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales, many many of them. I imagining myself meeting Prince Charming and he's everything I ever wanted and live happily ever after. Well, which girl hasn't? If I'm honest, I will tell you I still read fairy-tales and like them best of all.

It was my first time attended such theme dinner in such a GRAND way. More than 300 people turned out with no less than 200 characters in the play. Me and few of my friends were worrying we would be overdress, but we turned out to be over-worried. Of course they were some out of theme which made them really really special among the group. Thank god we didn't.

We got a room in the hotel for the preparation of make up and dressing and all. Believe it or not, I turned my friend into Puss in the Boots and is sooo well-liked by most of the attendees. SO proud. I did the same for myself too - turning into the Red Little Riding Hood!

Met with the gang. We have witches, fairy, princess all in the house. So fun.

Guess who did I bump into? My senior. :D The charming prince.

And many characters more...

The man in Roman-warrior costume.

The Shrek!

See see, so proud of the Puss in Boots make-up done by me. :)

With my team. :)

The very normal dinner.....

Most of us were speechless the moment the dessert was served along with the company logo...

=.=

The most awaiting session - the best dress of the night.

I prayed and shouted so hard giving full support to this Spartan friend of mine (He reminded me of my 196 tall friend which is right now far far at the other part of the world =/) Anyway, he didn't get the best costume thou. Felt for him.

Another pretty and sweet senior of mine. She getting so so thin right now, what happen?

With the gang.

haha, last but not least, I managed to catch a photo with the best costume of the dinner. :)

XoXo. Ciaoz.

Pre-Dinner

2012-01-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

I am going for this dinner tonight!! the song gimme everything tonight keep looping and looping:
~~Gimme everything tonight, for all we know there may not get tomorrow
.......
Cause tomorrow I'm off to do battle, perform for princess,
But tonight, I can make you my queen.....

I am not gonna be a queen nor princess nor fairy. Evil side of me wanted to be devil instead. But out of all the customes which I have tried (witches, tinker bell, Princess Jasmine and even the Red Little Riding Hood), I decided to go with the latter!

Let see if I gonna look like one below..

Tonight, gimme everything tonight!! The lucky draw, gimme!!

The Crazy Monkey Drink at KL CityWalk

2012-01-04T10:59:00.001-08:00

A truly delayed post! :'(
But for you who read this, it's time to discover new places! Must get to know about this place thou.

Somewhere in the heart of KL city, there you go finally we have the first ever pedestrian strip mall (where they finally have some significant landmark, else other than KLCC, Time Square, Pavilion and those indoor shopping mall, it has NOTHING).
KL CityWalk, they called it.
It is home to lifestyle retailers, fashion boutiques, bistros, cafes, signature culinary and service retailers etc.
(More and More shops has set up, thou not all, yet)

So it was during lunch time where I took a stroll on this walk, I passed through this newly opened stall called Crazy Monkey.
They were having the first day promotion whereby all drinks was on 50% discount.
Getting interested, I stepped in and order for a drink (cucumber + lime + green apple).
It is so fresh that when I my colleague took a sip from mine, immediately she got herself an order.

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The drink itself are of real fruits.
No added sugar.

No added water.

No artificial coloring.

No artificial flavoring.

You definitely will be CRAZY for more!

Chapther of Abu Dhabi 12 - The Special Dinner

2011-12-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

Too many dinner we have had together. The formal, the informal, the casual, the party dinner and many more. We knew from the beginning that this kind of meeting up would not gonna last forever. It has a deadline, has a parting. Every of the time we spent together was remarkable for each of us. The scene they watched me off still so fresh in my mind, keep replaying, thou it has been days.

Of one of the special dinner we have after the tired working day. Out to the city, to the mall called Marina mall. Special dinner we have it on special restaurant, special location. It was almost 100m above the ground, no kidding man.

- The ground level of the restaurant, it supposingly look like a big ferry, guess my shooting skill has a lot more to improve (man, I just do not have time) -

We took the elevator all the way up from the ground floor. What's more? The spectacular view all the way up. Where to? To a Colombian restaurant, just because we have three Columbian friends craving for their country food! Where were the Malaysian food back then? I couldn't get any!

The tiring bunch of people after whole day of working.

On my left (the pink lady) was Colombian, and on my right sat another Colombian papasito, strategic enough to get them to recommend me what's nice for the dinner.

Did I mention most of the Latin American barely can survive without the alcohol? We have cocktail for dinner. How lovely the transformation they put on the rest of us.

Spanish flying all around the table. I wanna learn the language badly.

Well forgot what is this called in Spanish. But it's something like turkey wrapping greatly recommended by friend of mine.

Ma en can tas!

2011 Flashback

2011-12-26T00:53:00.000-08:00

Another year has whizzed past and with the schedules and almost everything on speed, we barely seemed to have noticed. What I could say about 2011 is that, it had its share of high drama, blow-by-blow, and some pretty low points too.

The growing.
It definitely regarded to be a very different year for me, especially professionally. Back to my internship of how I panicking and chicken out for the tasks assigned and whenever meeting new people and new challenges. Things are completely different right now where I am more capable and handy in coping with anything arise. I am hunger for new opportunities. And it is so good that when your superior regard you as any ubiquitous sub-coordinate with the rest in the office when you are still fresh new. And I knew I did it when one of the instructor back in the training center praising you openly in front of others. (chuckling) While still a lot of people watching me as newbie, in the time to come, I know I have to put pressure to set some sort of standard for myself to achieve what I pursuing. I'm just going to wait and see, and go with it for now.

In May, officially ended the life as a student.

In October, graduated from the university.

Getting back to the university as one of the speaker, to talk something about the industry. Thankful to have my ex-lecturer to witness my growing.

First step into the working world, to get to know people from all around the world.

More,

And even more. Now I almost have friend from every of the continents.

Trips that never were.
What won't change, however, is my inherent nature of loving to travel. Goss, goss and more goss!

January, South Korea.

March, Yogyakarta. With fellow Indonesian friends and of course my beloved lecturer.

October, at Uluwatu, Bali.

November, at Universal Studio Singapore.

Of the dream come true.
It has to be rewind way back to the tall tale sprung up back in year 2010. With all countries constantly trying to outdo each other in erecting the tallest building, it's often hard to keep track of who's the reigning champion. But the tallest man-made building officially debuted on 4th January in United Arab Emirates, Dubai, a breathtaking 828m skyscraper. I watched the video of the fireworks, the opening ceremony by the father of their own land officiating the building, right in front of the television. It was just like a dream that now I have been there and will be going again and again.Life indeed is full of the unexpected, tell me if it isn't so.

First time been to the dessert! It was really cool thou.

@Burj Al-Arab, Dubai.

I will be back!

No say on the writing wall.
Of the low point. Dad left us for good. But always I am thinking that he has so many tasks yet to be completed. He yet to watch me graduating, sister getting married,see me getting a good job, spend some free and quality time with the family for the rest of his time. I do hope that he could have watched all these from above.I miss him really a lot. It's not so easy getting used to the daily life without him.

November, second sister's wedding.

Of the good time we made out from the low tide. We learn to cherish the time spent together even more.

Well, ready or not, a new year has descended upon us. It's time to plan the goals and objectives to pursue so that can live my best life. Without goals and ambitions, we're all on the road to nowhere. And I have so much to atone for. Hope the best for the year to come, to me myself and everyone of you!

The homecoming.

2011-12-25T08:42:00.000-08:00

Here was full of Christmas decoration.Every corner could have been seen with the festive calling. Everywhere. But it's not warm enough to melt the-wanted-go-home-heart.

It was so warm to see the familiar faces at the airport, even thou different skin colors, we spoke the same language - Bahasa.

And so I kissed the country good bye. So hard that it broke my heart. I cried on the day of departure. In front of every friend who watched me off and for those who sent me to the airport. Finally, i left for good. The feeling of being third party resident in other people country is now gone.

Felt so much wanted to shout the moment the stewardess said :" Kepada anak-anak Malaysia yang pulang dari perantauan lain, selamat kembali."
I got melted, despite of having high fever and losing out my voice.

This video described my feeling just right. Happy Belated Dong-zhi and Xmas, despite of mine being a shitty one.

Chapter of Dubai 10 - The Gold Market

2011-12-20T12:41:00.001-08:00

In here, souk = market. At least now I learnt couple of local language, proud to say.

We went to the gold souk in Dubai. Yes, they have the whole street selling the gold and/or product of gold. It was in the downtown of Dubai. Hoping to see another different side of this country, which didn't stop to amaze us on its richness and uniqueness.

Oh ya, my fren from India, has just spent 192 dirhams (almost RM200) getting her new pair of 6 inches high heel for the party later at night. Crazy right? And she just about to reach my height!

Everyone went back with bag and bags of goodies thou things weren't cheap. Except me. Sorry for being stingy, but things back at Malaysia are definitely cheaper.

So forget about the whole street, no photographing allowed. We ended up taking the photos with the really good wall painting as you can see.

Chapter of Dubai 9 - A Day with Camel

2011-12-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

I have stated so many times in the class that I am dying for the desert adventures. I think it was the main reason one of my coursemate signed us up for a desert safari tour. It was definitely my first time thus not sure how we going to start to whole safari. One thing that is obvioudly very difficult for the tour operator is to cater the whole group of us which end up having two instead of one.

Putting the safari adventure aside, the weather was perfect for the trip as it was pleasant and not too hot. The desert was also clean from tracks due to the wind earlier the night. We made several stops to take photos and to apprecicate the beauty of the desert (which I never seen before).

Everyone was so excited getting to see the camel.

Too bad we couldn't take any ride on those camel which according to the tour guide, those wild camel by any chances could go wild. We decided not to take any risk on that.

Tried feeding the camel but it just ignore me.

One more must-do has been crossed out!

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 12 - Bed Fight

2011-12-14T19:59:00.000-08:00

With them whom I getting close to call family. They never fail to come up with fresh new thing every day. And so I have tried so many things which I never did before.

Oh ya, we have the bed fight/pillow talk + fight/pyjamas party/cocktail party all in the room.

I'm loving it all.

Someone freeze the time please.

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 11 - Imbalance.

2011-12-14T11:12:00.000-08:00

A friend of me dropped me a message in facebook earlier on. He was asking, why did I party so hard recently over here but not in Malaysia?

I was in the class that moment. I didn't get to reply him instantly. But it did give me a real good deep thinking.

I do party back in Malaysia, just that I have been trying to keep it low profile due to too much constraint that have on me. I took couple of minute to think those things I have done so far. It's really the time now to do it. Time to pay back the debt which I have missed after I have been shutting myself off for the past 22 years. It's time to have fun and party. If it's not now, when else? My past 22 years was a blank sheet. Silly to the most, putting all the effort waiting for this fruitful moment; it's now the time to have a revenge. And watch me, I will double up the revenge for whatever I missed. Afterall, I'm just an imbalance psychiatric seeking for a balance. I guess everyone has this dark side, just that all of you cover it real good. I decided not to do the cover anymore.

It's time to put everything behind and release all out. :)

Chapter of Dubai 8 - Embrace the dessert.

2011-12-13T10:04:00.000-08:00

They said if one never been to the dessert, you never ever consider coming to UAE. Was I?

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 11 - In the class.

2011-12-13T09:55:00.000-08:00

Very funny picture in the class. There was when none listen to the instructor. Everyone was so concentrating doing phones. I wonder how the instructor feel in front of the class. Thank god we weren't the first seater. :) To you who still in university, don't do that. XD

Off for field operation tomorrow. Yawning times to the infinity. @@

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 10 - Hell Night.

2011-12-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

After one night of 2 hours sleep,you wouldn't wanna mess up with me.
My holy shit. I hate this. Hate the work, hate the study, hate the exam. >.<
The air-condition is so freaking cold just that same like UTP IRC.
The long night without having anyone to talk to.
The long night without anything to eat, man, I was craving for something to munch.
The long night staring at the freaking 265 slides just for the exam. FML.
The long night where the bed is so beckoning that I decided not to have a look on it.
The long night where everything was so creepy.
The long night where I took 6 cups of copy to keep me sober, sipping it almost now and then.
The long night of everything and when I about to take my power nap by 6.30am before the exam at 8.00am, the f**king alarm got activated by some dumb ass at 7.00am.

But I like the people here. So much. There you go.

生;梦;醉;

2011-12-11T07:55:00.001-08:00

某间风格特异的酒吧, 人们都在酒馆内外喝酒狂欢，到处是奢靡的痕迹。

我们醉，我们生，我们梦。。。人们全在挣扎着, 堕落在这五光十色的城市, 璀璨的霓虹灯。

这里每个人都有一个梦，都因这梦而活，都因这梦坠落，糜烂，跌进万仗深渊。

哪日能爬得起来，还是个未知数。。。

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 9 - The old day.

2011-12-08T23:56:00.001-08:00

Whole the time I pray that I have 8 hours of sleep. I enjoyed cuddle in bed, turn on the TV set, not doing anything. Then someone will deliver my hearty breakfast to my room and wake me up. Man, all these seem so far from me right now. Gimme back my sweet quality time that I once have it!

Chapter of Dubai 7 - The World Largest Tower - Burj Al-Khalifah

2011-12-07T07:40:00.001-08:00

It was a night in Dubai which never was. I personally like the city so much. The city itself is friendly, vibrant and fast moving. It is an exciting place to live and I can only be grateful that I have been given the oppurtunity to be here, small part of the emirate.

Well, about Dubai. The vision of the leaders here is definitely legendary and they can make it to reality without any difficulty. They have all they want to put the Emirate to the world spot light.

The amazing night with the top attraction of the world. I was just hope that I have enough stamina to keep up with the rest for the tour.

Once it was the attraction of tourists from all around the world. Burj-al-Arab.

The Burj-Al-Arab now has to step down make way for this glamor high building - Burj-al-Khalifah.

Tallest in the world, 830m.

Jump down if you want.

We marked it. :)

The infamous dynamic water/light show was denifitely thumbs up. Can you imagine the water can make Michael Jackson moonwalk's step? The moment I watching it, I was like: you gotta be kidding me. No way. And my friend from the other side said so, everything is possible here.

This is epic!!!

The amazing one. :) All of you.

You know, you tend to capture people attention when you walk in big group. Even the local wanna take picture with us! Yo man!

Last but not least, we all rock!!!

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 8 - Birthday Celebration

2011-12-06T06:21:00.001-08:00

A night full of memory and joy. Another chapter which I will keep for life. Together we have gone through too much. From night club party, the tension of presentation, the fear of failing the subject, the part we have to burn the midnight oil, to every of the short trip we made. Every laughter and every drop of tear couldn't been wiped off. It's marked. All of them.

With now, I have one more reason to love each of them even more. They make me feel like home. The birthday celebration although we were jailed.

The pre-celebration.

Who else will that be if not us?!

And who am I without them??

The moment the birthday girl brought to the scene. Blind-folded.

The birthday song, birthday cake and birthday wishes!

The end result, face was pushed down right to the cake. :)

The one and only one.

All of those whom I heart much.

Chapter of Dubai 7 - The WHOO and WHAAA.

2011-12-05T11:42:00.001-08:00

I never seen as many big daddy car as now before. Whenever walk out from any mall, one will see the whole queue of cars flexing muscle to each other. Things continue to impress when you get out on the open road. You pleasantly enjoy seeing each of those car shrugging off you. The thing is that, we can only WHOOo WHAAA inside the pathethic Toyota cab. =/

Chapter of Dubai 6 - Dubai Ski

2011-12-04T05:30:00.001-08:00

Yoo man, I barely have time to write up all my previous jaunt.In fact, I hardly can get my sleep sufficiently. But I know the clock is ticking. It prompts me keep going and there go I do.

It was totally overwhelming, not to mention it was one of those exhilarating one. Gosh. Being thankful and thankful for once again.

As part of my trip from Dubai, we went to the Emirates Mall where they have the in-house Snow World. It looked really really tempting from outside which at the end beckoned all of us to get in. Poooffff, AED 220 gone just like that. I treasured hard every time we have an outing. It's not easy to spare the time. =/

After the tickets purchased, all of us changed into the winter-suit and boat as quick as we can. Yo! haha.

Group picture before going in!

Yo mann, before we started any. :) Cool, no?

Now the pictures speak!

Snow ball - kept everyone of us spinning, spinning and dizzy.

Went up 150 m high!

Went crazy crazy in the tobogganing hills.

Look at me, see how hard I was being thrown! And they took my freaking video. @@

With them, I never meet boredom with all the tricks and plan going on and on. Secret mission was up, you can pretty much guess from what they holding.

And the impact, see this? I was deadly tired. But i am so excited to see our 'to-do' list getting shorter each day.

Night world, I have one birthday party to go tonight!

Chapter of Dubai 5 - Guess what?

2011-12-03T19:36:00.001-08:00

They basically have everything here. People here have almost everything. With the money they have, they practically can have anything they wish. You want a snow? Yes, the people higher up will grant you the wish. The building of pyramid definitely not a dream and it soon will be coming.

The snow world in the shopping complex, which is another amazing stuff that I have seen.

From outside.

and guess what? I was IN there.

Chapter of Dubai 4 - The Lost Chambers

2011-11-30T09:00:00.001-08:00

Now join me for a tour to the remains of the legendary City of Atlantis (which was sank beneath the waves) - The Lost Chambers of Aquarium. (If you can recall, the Atlantis was the continent which disappeared into the ocean) It gives a really valuable insight and lead us through a magnificient underwater realm which offers us at least 60,000 marine inhabitants. That is how they claimed.

The navigator told us there are 21 unique marine exhibits, from delicate sea horses to stunning jellyfish; from voracious piranhas to the world's largest fresh water fish (couldn't get them all posted here, sorry!). The list keeps going. Thank god for giving me a chance to visit to The Lost Chambers and also to explore the mystery from there. I pray for what he giving me each day.

The variety of marine life is quite incredible, with huge schools of dazzlingly kaleidoscopic fish populating the reefs.

There is a fact of Jellyfish that you shouldn't have missed. They have existed for some 600 million years and most probably longer and was recorded as one of the oldest animals in the world. I just couldn't take my eyes off from seeing this little creatures which have no brains swimming to the left and right, up and down.

They have no eyes either, mainly feed on small zooplankton. And the colors, man, it looks so freaking good.

- The Nettle Jellyfish from Pacific Brown Sea -

Oh, dimples girls are everywhere here. This friend of mine definitely has nicer pimples than me. At least it comes with pair. Not like mine.

A friend who bully me and yet help me so much.

The tools and artifacts that have been found was originated from chamber of King Atlas long time before. If you believe what I said, I am sitting on a time machine. It was powered by energy from crystals surrounding it. That's what they have with the unusually high civilization million years back. It also served the purposes when the King needed to retrieve the information from the world outside. Magically with the advanced science and knowledge they were having.

If you afford to pay RM5000 (roughly) for each of the diving, you can just be like them diving into the home of thousands of species of marine life.

Man, this is the Queensland Grouper which is one of the biggest fish and it reaches 400kg. It is a gigantic fish!! The fact about this species was that most of them start off as females and when mature become males based on unidentify environmental factors. Basically, they're bisexual!!!

-- Knowledge Room Telephone--

That's the chair where long long time ago the King of Atlantis sit on it to communicate with the outside world.

This place really has a lot to offer. Even for an island girl me, most probably have seen something I would never see in my entire life. Seriously.

XOXO

Till then.

Man, I going for desert safari this week! Yahoo!!!

Running beyond the wild mind.

2011-11-29T10:21:00.001-08:00

活着很累，压力很大, 久了会倦,会累； 有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾简单的行李去流浪。 。。。不一样的梦想，不一样的旅行，不一样的人生。我梦想中的旅行或许不一样，但是都热爱生活, 趁还年轻，多走几步路，从一座城市奔到另外一座城市,多欣赏下沿途的风景, 领略所在城市的魅力, 抱着相机随意咔嚓。有一天，当我年老，有人问我，人生的哪一段时光最快乐，也许，我会毫不犹豫地说，是这时候。 看看温暖的阳光，偶尔会想一想, 一些事，只能当记忆。

Chapter of Dubai 3 - Party Every Night.

2011-11-29T08:51:00.001-08:00

My motto is, work hard and play harder. I deserved every weekend after one week of hardwork, not to mention I have been working all around the clock during the weekdays, with very little sleep. No way I gonna wasted it just like that although I can't even do the sleep debt compensation during the weekend.Well let skip this.

The party.

Amazing party. The intense and powerful one.

The party was held in the Atlantis, that's when I made my first visit. My first impression on the iconic landmark as I stepped into the main lobby was "WOW!" Incredible opulence, glittering chandeliers and marble with oodles of gold plating on every available surface. I was really dazzled.

When we arrived, the super tall performers in twos were welcoming all the arriving guests.

Same went with this red lady riding on the single wheel, keep cycling for balancing.

Happy enough to be in after the ticket checking and more, we settled in.

The whole party really got boiled up when it closed to midnight. It turned steaming hot when Taio Cruiz showed up on the stage.

I wasn't get really close to the stage. From far seeing this guy leaping around with the fan and he truly has a lot of energy. The nasty little thing I noticed during that. This guy had been jumping so hard which he sweat all over the body. During the interval starting a new song, he took out the napkin to basically dry himself up. And the fan obviously thought that he was so cool with that and kept screaming. He asked : "you guy want my handkerchief?" There you went with the WHOOO and WHAAAA. Later this guy really threw it and there went with another round of loud screaming and so on. Man, why do you guy need the sweaty stinky handkerchief that much? Eiiiwwww.

Happily to get to the party!

Was really got excited to be there. But the party totally changed my mind at the end of it which I now didn't see him any attractive anymore. BoooooooooOOO!

Chapter of Dubai 2 - Atlantis Water Park Con''t

2011-11-28T06:06:00.001-08:00

Somehow I am so glad that each of us like each other so much. I mean we mingled really good. This team building was really just an "smokescreen". We really did give the ice a good thrashing. Everyone wtf each other, no manner count. But I like it so much, just the way we are :)

So the activities before lunch wasn't enough challenging, we decided to do it real big. (We have to as we came all the way here with just merely like few hours of sleeping + hangover!) And the BIG lunch made our levels of fitness improved tenfold. See this, we went for this. Oh man, it's a 70 degree sliding! My leg was shaking the moment I got up there. I just prayed and hope that my insurance will gonna work.

That was me sliding down. The split second, my back wasn't touching anything. It was totally a free falling and I thought I was going to die. It felt so good to touch down even thou I got choke drinking couple mouthful of pool water.

See that? How deep it was?! Man, this is not kidding. If your heart is weak, trust me, it will take you to somewhere.

We decided to take a break from those critically challenging sliding and went for a tour of the whole water park. (It was real huge!!)

Oh man, this is the 196cm Mexican guy who I like so much! Man, he is so protective! But yet he was the one who threw me into the water, lifted me up like taking a chicken up!wth??!!
!!!! Mierrda (mean shit in Spanish!!) Haha.

End of the day, we climbed really high up to the top to take a look on this amazing city. No word can describe the panoramic view up there. For that moment, I felt like staying there forever.

The crazy stuff. People here do not have to travel abroad. They have everything here! I mean it. seriously!

Oh man, how I love the lens to help me with this picture! I have phobia on height, trembling profusely to get up on the wall at first. Then this big guy lifted me up and put me up there (The other hand of me, was tied to something to hold me in place, Coz I scared to death.) But the end product was all worth it. Oh man! they are all crazy bunch of people!

And this is the Mexican lady I keep talking about. Man, what can I said? I ashamed for what I have. You can do the comparison. :S

I left that place with the nicest memory ever. Together we watched the sunset and climbing down the staircases. If life is all about memory, then one day in the future, this is what I would miss the most. Thank god for giving me all these.

Chapter of Dubai 2 - Atlantis Water Park Con't.

2011-11-27T10:59:00.001-08:00

This is the Atlantis which I was talking about. Located just right at the end of the Palm (the last curve which cover the palm leave - the design), stood up elegantly facing the open sea. Inside there, you can do tonne of activities. Name it and they have it. Sometimes I just couldn't believe couple of ten years ago, this place was a desert.Top of all, I couldn't believe I was here.And mind you, it's world class water park they have here. That's what they claimed.

While waiting for the lunch served after the first round of sliding.This place is big, it's undeniable. We get scattered.

And the food, was awesome! And look what have I found, Malaysia food!! Satay! (on my left) I have no idea this little thing was so popular in here. And I miss it so much seriously. Back in Malaysia, I don't even bother to have even one.

Did I tell you guy that actually the whole Emirate market is dominated by Pepsi?

The sea view.

And we're facing one of the infamous tower called Burj Al-Arab.

Did you even see the needle-like thin sky-crapper? It is the world tallest building which we went at night later.

Does it look fun? man, it was freezing cold. The water most probably as cold as 10 degree celcius.

Nice smile on each of the lovely face, but no one knows, all of us, was cold to death. Man, the sea breeze, make the winter 10 times freaking cooler.

Chapter of Dubai 2 - Atlantis Water Park

2011-11-27T10:23:00.001-08:00

Just that when I was wondering where should I start with the post, the pictures came streaming in. Man, I love the efficiency and the convenience living here.

So it was about the team building that we have in Dubai (We chosen it!). Not much choices which we were offered but this one really sound better compare to any other. There we end up there the morning after few of us attended the private concert party.

We ain't required to pay any. Whole trip was sponsored. (yeah man, how great it is!). The part to wait for everyone to get changed, took freaking an hour. So it was right in the afternoon where we started everything, under the hot hot sun. (How am I not getting darker? =/) The weather here may goes a little bit funny. It's winter here where you can embrace the chilling cold wind but yet it's hot on the other hand. But, the water in the pool, is deadly cold. I was shivering every time I came out from it. The flowing land breeze, that's another killer.

Few spots which are really interesting. They have this big aquarium (with different kinds of fishes, shark and also the stingray) where in the between, there is a special tunnel passes through it. The moment I saw this aquarium, I lost my speech. Not that I have not seen any of these marine animals, but man, it was the who structure which really shut me off.

The aquarium itself is so big that we could only manage to take part of it, and yet this is not the biggest yet.

The stingray without its sting at its tail.

For that second, both me and my Thai's friend have the same thought, big boob ain't good at all. It doesn't make you feel any better. Will share more soon. (Rmb the Mexican lady?) =)

There you go.

From the upper most, we slide down through the tunnel, flowing through the conduit, right in the between of the gigantic aquarium.

And this wave splashing, is classic!

Before taking our lunch....

I tell you, all of them are so amazing! Especially the big guy at my back who stands 196cm high! He easily lifted me up and threw my right into the water. Man! Share more in the coming post.

Off for now.

XOXO.

Chapter of Dubai 1 - The Phenominal Group.

2011-11-26T09:59:00.001-08:00

Since I joined this group of people, "Oh Man" has became my mantra. Everywhere I go, anyone I see, I say Oh Man. Thanks to this group of people! And Man, I love they all. (Thou not all are going)

Just came back from the concert party (Taio Cruiz). Forgot to mention, Man, it was a private party! Can you have any idea how effing rich the people here is? They can call anyone here to have the private concert party. Just like that. More to share later.

Also came back from the mighty Atlantis water park and beach! Man, I will never turn fair again. =/

And also, came back from the world LARGEST aquarium! Man, it is awesome! =)

Also, came back from the world LARGEST shopping mall. Man, it's going to take me 2 days to walk the whole mall.

Also, came back from the world TALLEST building and many many other places.=)

Yay, I wasn't imprisoning anymore. Man, I LOVE this TRIP to Dubai. It does sound like I am bragging much about the trip, but yes, everything is the biggest/tallest/largest here. Same goes with the pricing here, it's higher than anywhere. Most probably the highest too! Damn this freaking rich country. I tell you, you have no idea how rich this part of the world is.

As for now, I got a test to run. It is freaking freaking didn't make sense, AT ALL.

Signing off for now. Ciaoz.

Not this nor that.

2011-11-23T08:08:00.001-08:00

Second round of skin peeling off. I am so gonna be like the caterpillar, keep changing skin. =/

On the other side, a short note to myself :- Man, I'm not gonna be like this in any time in my life.

@_@

Dubai oh Dubai.

I'm coming tomorrow.

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 7 - Going Concert.

2011-11-21T10:29:00.001-08:00

The weather may have cooled around this time, but the parties got hotter and hotter. People here just won't give it any chance to let it cool. Do not wanna miss out from any bandwagon, I'm decided to go concert too!
And do you know whose concert is that?

Taio Cruiz!

I have missed the Arthur's Day in Malaysia back then and would not wanna miss this one.Thanks to my American friend who give out the invitation. You'll never go wrong when you go party with the Americano. :) *Evil grin*

And and and, you know what's the most amazing part?

The concert will be held at The Palm at Dubai!! Man, I can't believe I'm going.

Taken from the web!Man, i just can't believe I'm actually going....

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 6 - Frustration.

2011-11-21T06:14:00.001-08:00

So it was just another group project which this time I was a lil unlucky to be grouped with 3 people not from Petroleum Engineering background. I just have to do the majority, I guess and I was expected to. But it wasn't just that, the night before the group project, I was asked to brief the group about the things going to do, and some related theory. I was a little bit exhausted from the previous project which going back by back but I just can't say no. These guy need to get a grasp of the project idea before it started. So there go I spent 2 hours to cover 209 slides plus how to operate the software. FML.

The actual day of the project work. We were given a set of incomplete data. So our group (oh ya, forget to mention. 1 Malaysia-me, 1 Pakistanian, 1 Columbian, 1 Sudanese and 1 Vietnamese. 5 of us) have to process and come out with the interpretation results. So as expected they asked me to lead the group and so I did.

Started with the QC, I said: " That is the first thing we have to do, QC the data".
The Pakistanian (at his 30s) : "Yes, right we have to check the data, right?" (Looking at me anxiously)
Me : "Yes".

Next I said: " We need to filter those data which doesn't make sense."
The Pakistanian: " Right, those data has to be taken out, isn't it?"
Me: Nod

When I got the data loaded, I told the group to double check. "Make sure the pressure and the time duration tally. "
The Pakistanian: "Ok, we have to make sure they both look the same.Am I right?" (Waiting for my response)
Me: N.O.D.D.E.D.
Then the Mexican lady started to poke me with her ever biggest breast. Non-stop, and very irritating.

During the project work, I chose certain model for my interpretation.
The Pakistanian asked: " Why did you choose this?"
I explained and justified. The pressure looked like this at this part, and deviated at the end or at least something like that.
He said: " Right, we have to choose this model. The model goes like this in this part and is off by the end"
Man, he is genius. This guy practically, theoretically is a genius. God made him for some reasons which I effing know why. Every sentence that I said or explained, he rephrased my sentence and bounced it back to me exactly the same thing. And I just have to non-stop saying yes to this at least 30 years old colleague. FML.

NOTE: This is his survival skill. This is how he survived by repeating someone has said to show his understanding. It is definitely beneficial when come to any meeting. When the chairperson finishes up something, you repeat it in your own way, somehow you show your participation. TAKE this DOWN, you need it, some day.

It is so much tiring when you are already deprived in sleep yet you have to go through all the shit. And the Mexican lady as she has a very bad eyesight, she just have to keep coming in front. Each time she did that, her mighty ever breast knocked my back. Man, this ain't feel good at all. Several times in one row. She not only knocked on me, she squeezed me and I just have to bend my back so that she could go over me to see whatever she can't see. Then there go her armpit cross my smelling organ. Man, that's the worst part of the world. I wonder how I didn't get fainted. May be was the urge to finish up the project drive me through.

There finally reached to the final presentation. The Sudanese guy was doing the introduction. He is small. Yet he would very much like to act he is as tough as those big guy. From the way he stand, broadened his shoulder when walking. Man, I have had enough. You're just like the kid wearing the adult clothes at the end.

And I concluded the presentation at the end. Thank god the justification all were accepted. Thank very much too for the Pakintanese for not repeating my conclusion. And I have a serious hard time communicating with the Vietnamese. From the beginning till the end of the project. FML.

My Graduation Gift

2011-11-20T10:01:00.001-08:00

So I got myself a Guess watch. It is a gift by everyone who loved me and persons whom I loved much too. I really treasure it a lot.

The first watch i tried. It's 2009 year collection.

Pay attention to this.

The 2011 year edition, which is the one I chose. It comes with 3 stripes. Pink.

Black.

and white. Man, I loved it so so much. The sentimental value, is priceless.

Tanned than ever.

2011-11-19T06:24:00.001-08:00

Pardoned me with so many pictures uploaded to here.But it does showed the "evolution" of the tanning process which happened on me. Seriously wanna cry. Back to the university time, I hold the record of having high frequency getting new umbrella, almost every semester. Apart of my clumsiness which end up losing them, it was mainly due to the umbrella worn out pretty easy as I opened and closed it quite often.

The first stage - the tanning in Bali Island. I have absolutely no single complain about that as the trip worth the tanning. Even thou I turned lobster red at sister's wedding which make me really didn't look good in the dress. Plus, skin was peeling off. =(

The second stage - The visit to Universal Studio Singapore after sister's wedding. Thank god most part of it was indoor. But still, I get tanned pretty easy. Even just slight of it. Thank god the visit was followed with drizzling at the end of the day. But yet, it didn't spoil the excitement being in Sentosa Island what not I finally have visited to the infamous casino!

The third stage - Visit to Pulau Kukup really put me 3 times tanner. Without any sunblock/precaution of something as I really have no idea what the place is when sister first suggested. It was a mangrove swamp area with open space. Man, the scorching sun really burn my ass off. Everyone was sweating like no body business.

Will keep it update next time perhaps.

The forth stage - coming back from the beach at Al-Maya Island.

I most probably looked 10 times darker than what you seen in the photo. My skin get red when exposed to sun pretty quick. The redness will then slowly turn dark and it stays for long before I can get any fairer. Let's hope I can settle down with absolutely no outdoor activities in the time to come. And I definitely need more whitening lotion! Nivea, vaseline!

But man, I'm visiting Atlantic in Dubai next week, how am I not getting tan? Mom most probably can't recognize me anymore. So sad. sob.

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 6 - Under the sun.

2011-11-18T07:53:00.001-08:00

All the way from city to beach.

This trip worth going isn't so?

Dear Pimples, not now.

2011-11-14T09:26:00.001-08:00

To Mr/Mrs/Ms Pimples,

Could you please kindly rearrange your schedule on the visit you paying to me? I have gotten a little problem lately. I'm outta my home country, working abroad currently. I get to know different hundred of friends coming from all around the world, beside the Asian countries. Some are from Mexico, Columbia, Houston, Eygpt, Indian, Texas, and etc etc.. People thought that I am Japanese/Korean/China Chinese. And I never actually deny it. I mingled really good in the crowd, due to the very small size of my body compare to those tight abs (thrice my size), big muscle guy (always my favorite). People taking care of me as they think that I can't strong enough to open a door. (Thou I am very very strong in fact) The problem is, I don't want them to think/have the impression of this Japanese/Korean/Chinese lady naturally comes with those crappy things on face. You know what I mean. I enjoy seeing those eye candies everyday in the cafeteria. At the same time, I would very much wanna look good in front of my newly-made friends too, that's if you allowed. Also this phenomenon tremendously affect my confidence level as every time I speak to the Mexican guy on my right, I have to cover up my chin with my hand. FML. One piece of notes, this guy are 190cm tall. Unless he is sitting down and I standing, else I will forever can't be in equal level to speak with him.
Please. Por Favor. I seek for your cooperation. Go away. NOT NOW.

Yous faithfully.

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 5 - Small Eye Sees Big World

2011-11-14T07:52:00.001-08:00

Before I came to this great United Arab Emirates (UAE), i thought that dusk will have its great time whenever I to take a stroll on the street. That's where the name of 'Dusty Land of the UAE' came from.
But today's scene is totally make me stunned. The UAE has transformed itself from a bare empty dessert to the green piece of land. More over, they make the impossible possible. They built the artificial sea right in the center of dessert where the grass barely can grow. (All along the highway, if you have noticed carefully, all the plants behind, there's a pipe for irrigation purposes. Without this, plants die. That's how harsh the condition is in dessert). Despite of how expensive the water here cost, the UAE made its mark and prove to the global stage particularly the point of pride for the million or so Emiraties.

Now join me in appreciating on how successful of their realization, or I would call it as stunning transformation. (This show how rich the country is)

For some reason, the song of Party Every Night keeps playing in my mind. I shall seek for atonement later.

Tata.

Till then.

WEEKEND COMES FAST!!!!

(Shrieking)
I have a beach party to go!

Abu Dhabi Chapter 4 - The Bonding

2011-11-14T04:56:00.001-08:00

The Asian Love on the scorching day.
I am again, amazed by how random connections lead to good cliques.

Transformation into Arabian lady or I prefer call it Emirati.

Nothing is more worthwhile. The companionship does.

Girls are poser! So does this Bruneian Chinese! :D

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 3 - The Transform.

2011-11-13T09:57:00.001-08:00

The people comes from different culture. All having different behaviors, actions, social understandings, foods and celebration. From all nationalities and walks of life, come together to enjoy this blissful moment. We blended into local, the Emirati.

Like it?

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 2 - Sheikh Zayed Grand Mosque

2011-11-13T09:24:00.001-08:00

Escorted to visit Abu Dhabi's main landmark, Sheikh Zayed exquisite Grand Mosque.

Watched the sun slowly fades away, the heat of the day melts away.

The impending sunset gives the sky a rosy blush.

The scene is more animated than usual.

This is definitely not all!

Chapter of Abu Dhabi 1

2011-11-12T09:34:00.001-08:00

The moment I belted out from the seat, this holy building amazed me in the way that I have not seen any architecture as great as this. Camera out, photos snapped. The Grand Mosque is now under my picture collection folder. This is my first chapter of touristic visit during winter in this piece of great land, like it very very much.

SUN oh SUN~

2011-11-12T00:45:00.001-08:00

Lets celebrate this tanned little lady who dislike sunlight very very much that now she has to basically deal with the scorching sunlight (+UV) everyday (Sun still high up although it is winter!!). Hope this is not the long lasting tanning. Finger crossed.

Weeee.

2011-11-09T16:47:00.000-08:00

Very soon, in just few days time, these few lady engineers will meet up at the glorious place out of the desert called Dubai and/or Abu Dhabi for a secret mission. We gonna turn it upside down, wait not paint the sky red! Let see.

Second sister's wedding.

2011-11-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

It was the day the family had been waiting for and it was finally upon us. It was the second sister's wedding bells rang. I have been always waiting for wedding days since I was young, the fairytale gown with the delicate, long-sleeved lace overlay with the applique flora detail. But god knows how tiring the whole process did.

Departed early in the morning around 3 deadly a.m, headed down to Johor Bahru for the momentous day. It has every reason to make me stay up for this. The whole thing brought back the warm memories from third sister's wedding. Anyway, this is a leak before the official wedding photograph done.

In the transition between the arrival of the groom and the final touch up by the make-up artist, we manage to take a lot a lot of photos. Second sister looks beautiful than never in the exquisite ivory satin lace gown.

In the veil, just simple and elegant, smiling and slightly flushed.

I was busy busy taking photo at the other side too.

Oh ya, did I mention all the sisters/bridemaids get to wear this lovely bracelet? Theme color - purple.

So the car pulled off, door opened and the groom stepped out. The laughters, the cheers, the shouting from all of us which consisted of sisters/bridemaids, friends and the team of brothers soon followed. The groom together with the brothers team took nearly an hour to overcome all the challenges.

The hardly ever negotiation took place.

Brushing his teeth hard with WASABI as toothpaste. Brilliant.

You know what did I do? Was hiding inside snapping the pictures and all. Not less than brilliant.
oh ya, the new Olympus Camera!!BIG THANK YOUUU!
Update it later.

The promise we get him to read out loud. Enlarge it if you can read mandarin. Damn hilarious. The groom remained super cool throughout thou.

Finally, the newlyweds. The picture has said it all: pure, genuine joy that the love for one another had been sealed; embracing the start of married life together to sunshine and excitement.

Me? Was deadly tired. Traveled not less than 4 places in 8 days time. And I flying off in 3 days time, again! I gonna miss Malaysia!

The Sultry Spy - The Secret Life of Nora.

2011-11-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

The secret Life of Nora was a much anticipated musical about a Malaysian prima donna who unwittingly becomes an undercover who ends up saving the lives of hundreds (or may be thousand) of women, who thrilled about to be adored. Something to ponder here, is the fame really that matter? Does it really that important to be someone famous?

Anyway, Nora, the heroin, falls in love with Roger (the hero), a dashing international agent who helps her in her transformation from stage queen to skilled undercover spy!

What I can said throughout the whole play was that, it was full of roller coaster moments, as well as tears, love, deception and ultimately self-empowerment.

Ticket was priced at RM30, RM50, RM150, RM110, RM120, RM220 and Rm240. I went for charity screening which was a little pricey, RM 453 (gosh!).Thanks Ken for getting me that ticket btw.

It was staged at Istana Budaya un Kuala Lumpur which was just ended last month.

The interior of the auditorium.

There you go.

Right - Ken. Left - me.

With the deliciously looking Roger. :)

Foot Massage at D' Touch.

2011-10-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

(Rubbing ear)
Seriously you taking me out for foot massage? I do not have to pay at all? Not even a cent?
Yes, by my eldest sis.

This scene happened once in a blue moon. In fact, it hardly come by. Without a second a due, I drive her out as soon as I changed into a proper outfit.

The boss of the day.

Happy over the free massage. ^^

We were given also free service of head and shoulder massage! what a lucky day. :) Free!

The guy who massage for me seriously need to attend certain classes, in a good way (Chuckling). Seriously he is a damn good joker, hilarious. First he said I look like Malay. Secondly he asked, why you whole body full of bone?
Duhhh, what else can it be if not bone??

For your reference, that's if you plan for a visit. :) Mind you, they have 13 branches all over Klang valley and KL.

My Happiest Momment

2011-10-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Life is about moments, isn't it? The moment one's getting married, on the moment of proposal, won over the jackpot/4D numbers, the surprise birthday, and the list goes with the moment you go all out, thrill from your heart out. AND, won't you wanna have a good camera to capture all those special moment? You know what's on the top of my list? Not marriage for sure, even with that divorce may follow next. Mine? The day of graduation. :) It will be the happiest memory in the years to come, or most probably goes on until the last day of my life.I'm so thankful that I was given the chance to capture those precious moment.

It has been the best year of my life, and this has been the best day. In fact, it gave me the smiles that can't be wiped off until today.

All f us simply look fabulous without even a sequined dress.

Each year, one of the most anticipated events in most of the university, was not other than the day of convocation. And that apply to me too, graduated as a Petroleum Engineer. The graduation held such an immense significance in my life, with mixtures of pride and emotions. It was really glad to celebrate the accomplishments in academic life together with friends and coursemates, especially after 18 years I spent, which is about one third of my life span. =( Worth it or not, GOD-KNOWs.

But seriously the photos taken do speak thousand of words.At least I smile instantly looking at them.

Which is why I am ALL IN in the blog contest to win the OLYMPUS PEN camera!

Nonetheless, it's not only my happiest moment. It is also my family happiest moment to share the moment I stroll across the stage, receiving the scroll, shaking with Tun Mathathir, our ex-PM and stepped down; to witness also the academic and professinal success all these while. Thanks to the most influential woman ever in my life, My Mother. Even thou it was rather painful to hear demands such as "You'd better study now!" back then. But her wise words have undoubtedly proven to be real benefit to me. Thank you. And now, exam? quiz? pop-test? What's that? I have gone through those stage. No more staying up, free of pressure, ah ha, I'm embracing the heaven now.=)

Those are the million dollars moment. Thou there is a flurry of sinking emotions having to say goodbye to my friends and all.

I would be undoubtedly appreciate it if I given the chance to win the camera to capture more special moment like this. Wink** There you go my fantasy went initialized. So, Olympus, give me something!!!

All in all, I'm so happy, thankful, blessed ; no, let me put that in the right order: I'm so blessed, thankful and happy that I don't know what to say, just any thing that you can think of!! I am really on the cloud nine, it couldn't been a better thing like this.

Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS, it's a great university, always has been.

My graduation.

2011-10-26T02:26:00.000-07:00

This is all about it isn't so? 5 years, you get a scroll in return, with the sqaure head. That's basically all about it.

After 18 years of study...

2011-10-13T18:56:00.000-07:00

About one third of my life spent on study, pour in my heart and soul, and I kept wondering why. When study time, it really meant it; I study hard, no playing around. Blindly. Due to the persistence, life has been crippling since high school.

Thank god for giving me the damn chance for doing my degree.Graduated from University Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP) is somehow incredible. I am right now officially a bachelor degree holder and getting the damn scroll in couple of days time. It has been SOOOoo cool entering the working world. Now it's time to accomplish all the stuff that I wanted and no time gonna be wasted. It is a sure damn thing!

The seventh week.

2011-10-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

人的记忆能够存在多久？有些事情一旦记住了就再难忘怀，心中像被烙印般，不去思量，却又偏偏难忘。

Birthday of Sister @ Capricciosa

2011-10-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

So it was my eldest sister's birthday, a day which give her a great chance to con me for a fine dinner.I will wait for my chance then, (revenge in plan). *Evil*

Went over to Pavilion, indecisive what to eat at first. Sis later on suggested the restaurant which I have been to weeks ago with a friend of mine - Ristorante Italiano of Caprocciosa for Pasta and Pizza. For those who doesn't know, it is an Italian's restaurant founding by a Japanese. Let's see if the food as good as it sounds.

Sister with the newly born baby girl.

Bro-in-law with the niece.

She grabbed my drink, just like that.

The Zuppe!
Soup made of savory blend of mixed vegetables, fresh cream and Caprocciosa's original and secret recipe meat sauce.

Pepperonccini with Steam Chicken - awful. The topping chicken obviously a dragging part for it's been hardened over the long-period of cooking.

You wouldn't wanna miss this one. They call it the Pappardelle with Porcini, with some mushroom and cream sauce. Marvelous.

The Spaghetti Genovesse - fresh pesto sauce, pine nuts and olive oil. Most probably add 2 litre of oil to your body fat. Oily.

Highlight of the day.:) Satisfied.

Sister, I broke because of you. Now wait for my turn.

My Food Revenge III - Chapter of Japanese Cuisine

2011-10-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

Located just under your rib cage on the right side in your abdomen, there is an organ which performing daily 24/7 without getting any rest, to keep you healthy and alive - your stomach. It has been working so hard since the day you were born. So treat it well, give it a good flow of food feed, at least once in a while.

I have been infatuated to Japanese cuisine long before I can remember. Recently have been blessed with the luck of one whole week of Japanese food supply. Say, how good is that?!

The principle of less is more. I tried not to overload my plates with too many, keep it minimal. And I get to try more.
Plating the food accordingly. Heaven.

How food is plated, or arranged on the plate and garnished, is the art really.
The tissue rolls as per described by Sim Chuan.

The sinfully delicious dessert at the other side of the corner.

With the wonderful supply of food, i try not to deprive myself from the food I love.

How your food tastes is essential but don't forget that how it looks is just as important!

The Bonding.

2011-10-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

To the sister who cook me good food everyday. To the sister who do the laundry for me. To the sister which offer me help whenever I needed. To the sister who has double identity - my landlord. To the sister whom I dislike much whenever you nagging at me. To the sister I always fighting with.

Happy Birthday!
Cheers!

My Food Revenge II.

2011-09-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

So I wasn't walled in the office, yet. The time will come pretty soon, I believe. Despite of what happened, I very much contented with what I have right now, I still have my beloved family which I treasure even more right now. Working wise I have nothing to complaint about. Colleagues all have been so nice. Bosses barely act like bosses (hope it's not to soon for me to speak right now). They trying to walk me out. Said are easier than done though.

The last time outing to Klang for Bak Kut Teh have gained quite a good response from the team. And this time round, they have more things planned.

The boss who just passed his grading interview, decided to spend big and eat big.

While we get to eat more. The dry version of the Bak Kut Teh.

The wet version of Bak Kut Teh.

And highlight of the lunch, was not other than the kid.

Cute not?

Have been re-in touch with a friend/senior of my who is now settling at Klang. Who know I may make another visit for Bak Kut Teh again.

p/s: Be it a trifling cold or even bigger challenge awaiting for me in the time to come, I will not gripe about single thing because I have chosen the road that I want.

My revenge on food I.

2011-09-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

For some reason, I gear up the food that I consume each day. Doubled up. I can forsee the end product - the 80kg fatty me. Even I wasn't served with the proper meal, I'll be having snacks and/or carrot/cucumber sticks. The level of munching something is set into stratosphere, freak me out. The cure for the craving is shown below, thereby served as testimony.

It goes for one whole week. One complete circle of 7 days without a fullstop. Worse still, from KL to Seremban City for the mission of food hunting, beside visiting sister. PTL.

Reaching at sister's place. Explored the local treats of seafood kaw kaw. The good point is that I ain't any discerning kind of person, so was easily pleased. First row down, roasted crab, duck egg yolk bitter gourd, sambal squids and prawns, special recipe clam, and butter fried fish

Small farewell lunch for a colleague who has headed north to Thailand for individual assignment. Went to this restaurant which I once seen in Yogyakarta. The herb drink especially, remind me of my time in Indonesia. All the dishes served were extra spicy, for I have a colleague who like hot food so much. Thank to her, 4 breakouts the next day.

Haute up my working days with very pricey lunch. Showed here was just the half of it. Since I'm still quite new at the working place, so much to sample. It wasn't my level of spending, but it's peanut for my other team members. From the Japenese restaurant at Fraser Place Hotel to the Padi House Restaurant. The money which had spent is more than enough for my one month expenses when I was student, thank god, I wasn't the one who paying.

And by just sitting at the cubicle, food was constantly send to me, 2 to 3 rounds per day. Thank you all the kind kakak and abang, who worried so much about me. The food below --> SOMASO, looked like karipap, tasted exactly like karipap too. Brought by a colleague of mine from home, Indian recipe. They called it : Karipap malas gulung.

Was I complaining about taking too much Japanese food?Just right after met up with friends from high school at Mid Valley, the food hunt trip went on to PJ. This time round at Ikano. From somewhere I read, these are all must try dishes.

An up and down week, I would say.

The last moment with dad.

2011-09-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

It never slip out of my mind. Every single details. If and only if there's a pill to shut the memory off....Can't just delete off everything, especially photos in the camera phones. And I do not want that, the photos will be watching me, keep me accompany, leading me in every of my actions, giving me courage that I never have. I know dad is watching on us still.

The visit of MB Perak, Datuk Dr Zamri followed by the visit of Dato Kong Cho Ha, Minister of Transport.

It was during Hari Raya. I never forget.The ritual and the last goodbye.

It marks the 22nd day. Heart is still broken in pieces.

冷。

2011-09-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

我记得，那天的火，从没停过；乘坐的船，好冷，刺骨的冷；星星和月亮好明亮，指导着我们回家。。火，别让它停，让爸爸一路好走。。

The Expectation and Reality

2011-09-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

人生，似影又似梦，只在于梦幻与现实的差距。。

In the transition of waiting for the storm to pass and I realize sometimes you have to let things go，so there's room for better things to come into your life.

给爸爸的一封信

2011-09-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

给爸爸的一封信：

爸，该从何开始呢？太多太多了，多得数不清；脑海中此时此刻涌起的只有对不起和谢谢，深深地对不起和谢谢，无止境的。。

是那一份愧疚吧，永永远远地刻在心里，怎么挥也挥不去。你陪我的时间不多，我陪你的时间少之又少，这一点，就这么一点已经是永远袮补不了的遗憾。怀念小的时候，起码还有你带我们去上学；长大了，不需要你载送了，就慢慢地远离你了；长大了，到别处求学，回家的时间更是少得可怜，你没有怨言，只有那一封又一封的慰问来电，开头永远都是吃饱了吗，深怕我们被饿着。等到我终于回家了，你还是怕我饿着，在外头吃得少总会一大早把我挖起来，带着我去吃早餐，简单的一份早餐，但却是吃进心坎里的一份早餐。慢慢地，等到我发现醒悟时已是太迟了，你是寂寞，你是孤独，你眼里终有一份挥不去的寂寥，是我笨，是我后知后觉，不明白你心意，四个女儿，没有一个察觉。这又是一个愧疚。

我很对不起，非常对不起，让病魔有机会找上你。有办法避免的，有办法的，可却置之不理，仿佛不当一回事，才让病魔这狠狠地一击，把你给打到了。所有所有的一切，都可避免的，只因我们的无知，自私自利。我起初好恨上天的残忍，把你给夺走，但一直以来，他都在给着我们机会，只是我们没把它当成一回事，所以上天不再给我们任何机会了。可却很恨很恨他没给事先的预警，所有一切是多么措手无策，短短五个月的时间而已，五个月而已，竟已经是永别了。我怨，我真的怨，自己堪称报读四书，却对你的病历了无慰问，若不是那样，也不会有此时此刻的遗憾。十多年来，都是你一个人独自战斗，直到最后一分钟也不能为你做些什么，只能眼睁睁地看着你挣扎，最痛入心扉的是，还要你放弃挣扎，煞手离去。这永生都会是对你的愧疚，袮补不了。我很对不起，让你病倒，不是你的错，是身为子女的我们没尽好责任。你躺在床上的感觉，我永远也体会不了，也没深入去体会。你手臂动不了，右腿动不了，五肢健全的我又如何能体会的了？短短的五个月内，你无数次的进入医院，心中得感觉，我又如何体会的了？还记得你对我说的一句话，你问我，怎么我不死掉算了，怎么要累人累己。你的一句话，无意的这一句话真的把我给听楞了。你要我给你什么反应是好？你已有寻死的念头，但你却从没告知。你放弃与病魔搏斗，只因我们做得不够好，对不起，我们从没真正了解一个病人真正所需的，都是我们。。。你病发的情况还历历在目，我只晓得，当时的心都被扭曲了，可应该不比你慌张吧，除了安慰你，深感你心里的恐惧，我什么都做不到。你反而叫我说别怕，而且还是从没办法说话的你，几经辛苦硬拼凑成的一句话。爸，你知道，你的那一句话，把我的心推向万丈深渊吗？我只是在哭，除了哭，我还是哭，根本没办法做什么。。。对不起。。原谅我，真的原谅我，复建期间没法体会你的痛楚，可我真的看见你尽力了，真的，你真的尽力了。。一次又一次，你有说不出的痛，说不出的苦，我和妈妈却无法明了。。针筒一次又一次的插进你手臂，你告诉我说你不痛，骗人，怎么会不痛？掉了又再插，插了又拔，那种痛我又怎么会体会。。手指头无一没有伤痕，都布满伤痕，完全伤痕累累，可你却还是伸出手指头让我们为你抽读，你当时的心酸，你怎不告诉我们。。骗人，骗人，不痛都是骗人。为你净身，从一开始你排斥我的帮忙，到后来你无奈必须让我帮手时的无助，我都不知你心中的懊恼，对不起。。。痛，心真的在痛，痛于我们的不知情。。痛于你没告诉过我们。。

不应该如此，我在家最小，怎么你让我承受的却是最多。妈妈说你是太疼我，不让我看到你临走前的一幕，可情愿不要，我愿意牺牲一切一切换回在你身边的时刻。你就偏不等我，就是不等我，让我在最后一时刻都没在你身边。冥冥中早就安排好，给了我一个毫无预备的时刻，好让我在你人生最后的时刻有机会陪伴你，从考完试到你的离去。我只遗憾，做的不够多，不够好，如果时间能倒回。。。原谅我只能为你做这么多。。你却为我做了好多好多。。你给了我二十三年，我却一时刻都给不回你。。。谢谢你给的二十三年。。

原谅我所有所有一切都来得这么迟，所有的一切都没得与你分享了。爸，我找到一份前途还算不错的工，一间好公司，第一份薪水的喜悦，我都没法与你分享了。。你还没看到我成功，你还没看到我出人头地，你还没和我去旅行，你还没告诉我他会不会让我依靠走完下半生的人，一切一切，都没有。。太多遗憾了，你就让我抱着这么多遗憾吗？我恨我不是身为男儿身。女儿身的身躯，让我好多事都不能与你分享。如果我是男儿身，你有生之年真的就不会这么孤独。。。我都恨。

我从没后悔身为你女儿，身为你女儿，真的是我的福气，爸，来生你再找回我好不好？我还要做你女儿。。。。让我真的再有机会尽我对你的孝道，因为这一世，你都不给我机会了。。。都没有人带我去吃那一份早餐了。。。对不起，不该常常骗你说考试忙不回家，你的寂寞都是因我。。不该。。不该的，对不起。。真的对不起。。。

没有你的第十八天，我无时无刻都在计算着，因为我不懂还可为你做些什么。。我真心希望你会看到这封信，不知为何我总觉得你仍在也许此刻就正在看着我写下这封信吧

希望来世我还能有幸做你的女儿，老豆。

I was wrong. August was never mine.

2011-09-07T03:14:00.000-07:00

Of macaroon...

2011-08-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

The sweet truth of the macaroon.

from Delectable by Su @ midValley.

p/s: Very soon from chocoholic, I will be macaroonolic, and then chocoholic again. It's just so irresistible.

August is the month!

2011-08-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

August has proved to be the very auspicious and blessing month for all of us. First for Malaysian we celebrated two very important occasions, National Day and Hari Raya back to back. The hari raya is expected to fall on 30 or 31 August following the Ramadhan, month of fasting. Plus, we all may soon proudly fly the national flag as we commemorate 54 years of independence on the ubiquitious National day. (What the hell is all these related to me, T.T)

As for me, it is truly no better time than August. It is really a humble month. Tracing back the date, it's first I was again being blessed to be an aunt (third time aunty already!!) for second daughter of eldest sister. I've been watching her since the delivery, growing, day after day. Hardly miss a beat. I sincerely welcome the born of this little baby.

Secondly I was released with the good hell news that I could start being BLUE (who knows one day when I was being poked, the blood may drain out blue - that's a joke). I believe most of you do know what does that mean. Even the glimpse of the job description set my every body cells in excitement. My career, will soon start roaring! I seriously hope so. It has been weeks and I am not bored yet! 2 months of doing nothing back then was really killing! I wouldn't wanna go through that again!

Add to that, it's amazing how quickly time passes by, because in just a blink of eye it's once again the time for my birthday. Ouch, that mean one year older for me. The bygones nonetheless did stand special meaning for me. It shaped me into a wiser and better person today. This year round, I have someone special to celebrate with me making it extra special. He has put his head hard to think up how to make the day a special one. Not a candlelight dinner or anything, but nothing can beat that. I truly appreciated that, all your effort. Thank you. You wouldn't know how much it meant to me. I sincerely pray that this could work out. :)

It's beyond words that I could describe about the month. As for my birthday wish? Great health for dad and me and family, everyone of us. And, what's ahead for September? I hope it is MUCH, MUCH more. It will. I pretty sure it will

p/s: thanks for reading my humble scribble, I hope the best to all of you out there! See you again in next post. That's if I have time.

Me, Strawberry Maniac!

2011-08-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

Somehow I have been crowned as phone maniac for the god-know-why reason.. But let's skip that part for I swear to god, I wasn't. I just merely whatsapp or wiber or angry-bird-ing too much.

So I was again being called strawberry maniac this time round for the following reason.

I have been loving strawberry since the age I know the earth is round. It sounds exaggerate, but that shows how much I have been adorning the little red fruit which could be very expensive. Not like apple or oranges, I can have it on the daily basis. So this post goes on with the strawberriessssss...

Remember the last trip I made to Aussie the last year end?

--@Melbourne--
I made a visit to the strawberry farm. Three freaking hours just to get to the self-pluck strawberry farm but was closed due to our late arrival. (That showed how crazy I am towards the strawberry) Nvm still I get to enjoy the tongue-melting, sweet strawberries anyway.

--@Sydney--

Even during my stay @ Sydney, I gobbled at least few boxes (because they were so cheap!) Pay from my own pocket some more!

Plus they were huge. Hence plenty of solids reason for me not to get them.

And recently I given a chance to have buffet lunch which serve this amazing red little stuff (you know buffet lunch always serves anything under the sky, name it, they have it).
I was in the queue, lining up for my turn when I saw this dishes. Immediately, less than 0.001 seconds I would say, I leave the queue jumping to the dessert corner. Be there steak, chicken chop and some real amazing western/eastern food, I SKIPPED.
Just skip, for the sake of having strawberry as lunch.

First plate - with the sugar powder and icing as dressing.

Pretty girls are all around. Bring to you all, my new friend Sying!
She ate 2 plates also okayyy!

Second plate, with more toppings.

Third plate, with raspberry sorbet as dressing, finished all up too,see the bottom of the plate =). sourish berries juice come with the extra-sweet strawberries, just nice enough to satisfy my taste buds.

And this...(bang my forehead on wall) Not to this extent I like strawberries la, just for the sake of making fun. :) Was asked to do so by one of my friend. =)

XOXO

About the course...

2011-08-17T17:26:00.000-07:00

First day, flung my bag on table and shoe on the floor, wrecked after my first day due to long hours of sitting. Crap. I was just sitting and did nothing, but the level of fatigue, never been this high.

Second day, be like sponge, absorbed every drop of information given as tonne of objectives and goals cascaded to us non-stop. Developed immunity over the break-down task, attainable goals, time bounded duty and etc...

Third day, stomach twisted into a knot as be told to do something that I wasn't able to.

Fourth day, fumed; nerve-wrecking; exciting and glamorous.

Fifth day, PARTTEEYYY at Zouk.

Last day - dare not to take reading for weight (thou have exercise enormously at the dance pool the night before :p). It's so terrible that when breakfast not even being digested there came the lunch. On top of that, my fat little buttock hardly got chance to leave the comfy cushion chair.... Die or not?

One piece of note, the swimming pool, is really a thing. It is crazily nice. But didn't bring swim suit!!Reminder for myself!

First day.

2011-08-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

A new day, a new beginning.

Miss me much?

2011-08-13T22:26:00.000-07:00

muahaha, so I am back! Back with a banner ~~designed~~ by a friend of mine.(no, he stole from my old pic, then make it into this and sent back to me =.=!!!) I have SOoo much to tell. Let see if I have time =)

XOXO

A Hair Cut Day

2011-08-06T23:23:00.000-07:00

So another fruitful weekend I have got to spend. Settled a lot of unsettle business in just one day. Happy to see the check list is all crossed out. A big round of applause for myself that I eventually get rid of own procrastination. Started to feel that my life back in track, it is just so worth it write it here.

Started working next week, which I nervous to death. Clothes checked, shoe checked, bag checked (yet to receive from sister!!yay yay yay!!). muahh, got the feeling the world spinning around me again.

On Saturday, I brought my niece out for a hair cut. I get myself a cut too. The last time I went to any hair saloon was probably even before Chinese New Year. zzz..It was gazilion of days...

What do you think? I think it is all fine (just slightly shorter and thinner) except for the puffy eye bag I having. :( Seriously deprived of sleep...

And we go shop for my shoe! Life has been good. At least I got to stay with family and spend my time with all of them. I am just contented and if you're to ask me if i regretted over the decisions made months ago, I would say no with out any hesitation. I am happy with what I have right now...

The thing is... my biggest feedback : Flat shoes are meant for walking, for heel shoes are killing!

Happy weekend everyone!

Is tossing out the luggage on bed at this moment and start shoving clothes inside, for I start working real SOOONNNN!!! Excited. :)

Dear Bestie...

2011-08-05T19:31:00.000-07:00

We may not be seeing each other very often, but I know she is someone I can rely upon. She is someone I can talk to, to share any problems that I have, understand me even when no words are spoken. And she will be someone who will not hesitate to give a helping hand whenever I need one. She will not look down on you no matter what did I do. She is the one who can sit down there whole night and talk my problem solved. At the same time, I can simply be her audience, listen her out. Once in a while, we planned a trip, go on a trip together, see how amazing the things will work out between us. Wanna tell you, I miss you much. And I have so much to tell ya.

The Audio Test.

2011-08-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

People always said, you wouldn't know how bad the condition of a machine unless you got it a checking. And our body just like anything, work it too hard and eventually it wil wear out, this may be applied on every seemingly healthy people.

I recently underwent a pre-employment health screening test in Integral Occupational Health Safety (OHS). I passed all the tests except for one. The results are rather positive that the reading of cholesterol, platelets, hemoglobin, etc and etc are excellent. BUT, they're two feed backs from the medical side. I have bad hearing (it was fall in weak category!) and I'm stressed out. The stress level was gosh, it's at worrying state!

Well, who hasn't got any stress? It's no surprise that I stress out with whatever going on around me. It is common for everyone these days considering the demands in our lifestyles. People do get stressed when they find themselves moving at a faster pace than they like. So this is kinda expected.

So this is the test which I almost failed - Audio Test. Literally I ain't "failed" any, but it has caught the concern that it may affect my working performance later on. The true story is that my left ear, couldn't pick up the note even when it is considered too loud for my right year. When I was told so, my immediate response was RIDICULOUS! How could that be? All the while I ain't got any hearing problem and now u said I have it? Eyebrow raised in suspicious. Only later on they slowly explained to me then I buy it. So, all the time my right ear doing double work trying to cover for my left ear, that's why even myself couldn't notice such a flaw in the hearing. With now the damage is irreversible, the only cure is to prevent it from further damage. I really need to be kind of my ear.Being kind to my ear means understanding how it works, avoiding activities that harm it (loud music and so), and protect it properly with optimum function. Arrrhhh, my ear ahhhh.. :(

So if next time when u talk to me which I happen not to give any response, or I keep asking HA? HA? or I beg ur pardon? Then you must be talking to my left ear. :)

A beautiful something.

2011-08-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

The past weekend was more like a dream-walking than a reality. It was indeed a blessing in disguised and I doubt would it be broken into pieces the next second. For it is so not real. Every single step taken, was as if walking on the cloud. So not real. Then he said, I completed his puzzle of life by putting the last missing pieces back in. I really not sure was I really the one. Immediately after he dropped me home, I spent some time standing in front of mirror agonizing over whether was I the one (It was past midnight, exactly like snow white's stepmother, looking in the mirror and asking mirror mirror in the world). I look into my eyes, then I saw something. I found my answer. =) Isn't that is what people called life? Sometimes we search for the answer but it is just right in front of us, as simple as just that. The whole time we are hunting in far away places, trying hard to try to figure something out, etc etc, while all we need to do is be quite for a little while, ask your little heart, before God... Trust me, the piece we needed would fallen back in place.

Since then, every morning I wake up, I stretched like a contented starfish across the bed. I know what I want right now. I have a goal to accomplish. I have bigger mission to do. At least somewhere down the road, I won't be alone. For I know he will never let me walk alone.

Great day, everyone.

我是女生

2011-07-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

你身边有没有一个喜欢咬人的女生？她喜欢在你手臂上使劲的咬一口，然后问你痛不痛。看到你手臂上的牙齿印，她又会把你的手拿过去亲几口，替你把痛呼走；尽管对你的疼痛感到心痛，但这是她对你专属的烙印。其实，她怕，内心深处恐惧着，始终会有那么一天你会甩开她的手，叫她离开。。喜欢咬人的女生都害怕着，如果你身边有一个喜欢咬人的女生，让她咬吧！=）

Marternal Insticnt Kicks In

2011-07-28T21:58:00.000-07:00

Days ago, I made such a hullabaloo about my new-born niece (the third one!), sorry if I annoyed you all in anyway I did, but I just couldn't hide the excitement! From cloud one, my happiness jumped to level nine! HA!

I wasn't a baby person, at least I never picture myself will ever like a baby so much, growing up kids are another story. But this baby is a special one for me. I watching her growing daily, hourly and even in minutes! This is crazy. I've been three times aunt, but never spend this much time and intimacy with the first two nieces ( I have not get to even hug the second niece for god sake - Sister, I know you reading this, keep that in mind! Bring her to me!)

She is so adorable and every time I watching her sleep so soundly, it's so overwhelming. The maternal instinct kicked in. The tendency of becoming a mother is so strong. It made me think, God, give me one daughter too, I want one!

So, I would just kneeled down hours for her looking at the way she sleep, swings her hand and so. It's this act is a incurable sickness, then let it be. =)

Me hugging the baby with the fear. :( She is so small and fragile! and, do I look like at mother-to-be? hehe...

I like when her small tiny hand holding my finger, the maternal thingy will just surfaced. Hmp!

I LOVE HER so much ahhh...With my complete heart. Wait until I have my own one :)

井

2011-07-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

年初，去了一趟韩国，发现了一口古老的井，和我家乡的井有别，所以给拍了下来。。

井,我很喜欢拍井,也喜欢看到井。井是中国人最温馨,最富人情有趣的地方;人们在这地方取水,洗衣,洗菜,洗澡與交流八卦;只是工业发达了,资讯也快了， "井"邊文化淡了,人也疏离了......你们懂我想说些什么吗？就那么一口井。。。

Macaron

2011-07-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

It was first time I came to notice about this little colorful desert ever since it's appearance made in one of the episode in Gossip Girls Season Four. Blair Waldorf in the bath tub, gorging boxes of Macaron and was being asked by Chuck to attend yoga class to loose the sugar/fat away. At that moment I thought of like may be it is just like Oreo or something similar to. When I made myself to the Aussie trip, the presumption was proven completely wrong. Oreo won't be that popular, but macaron was everywhere, almost every street with the dessert shop have that. AUS $3.50 each (even it's just 2 inches in diameter). It was definitely a weight for my purse back then but I think I should at least try once. Painfully, I bought 3 - mum, me and cousin. Different favors, variety colors - pale pink, coklat and green. The way it tasted? it melted down my throat, so heaven taste and I thought I'm Blair Wardolf! No joking!

And recently, I saw in pavilion KL. Rewarded myself with quarter dozen. Hell RM27++ (Tax included). But it's all worth it with the hard earn money. It tasted so good that I think about it non-stop, even now, just heaven.

For anyone out there, Macaron is the uptown dessert originally from Paris. Made with almond, sugar and egg (with correct proportion). In French, it means lady's chest (It does look like one). For most of the people, it's more like an art. You try with one bite, crispy egg-shell containing the soft puffy sugar cream within, you will experience how the macarron melted with your tongue, it's just heaven to your taste buds.

With more and more people trying to get ahead of this, I wouldn't wanna left behind on this fashionable snack.Pricey, no doubt, but who asked them to be this popular? =)

Geeee.

2011-07-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

In the end of May or June, you may recall I went through few rounds of interviews. I got the offer that all the time I wanted, not easy thou. And the past 100 days (could be more), I was hovering between giving up and adhering to, indecisive, as I bound to some conditions. I'm not a free body, I'm tied.

The recent move which about to start a new job, the excitement, the thrill, the fear, double fears, and etc put me into sleepless night, almost everyday. The uncertainties about everything like the pain in the ass, I can't get any easy at all. =( But one thing, I do believed that HE has his own wisdom that few of us will understand, so I hand over to HIM. Bless me with the correct decision.

So I was hell busy these few days. The to-do-list rolls. I managed to steal some free time for a quick shopping to fully equipped myself. Hope it's a right and it's better be real.

:)

How about this office's look? hehe

丑小鸭

2011-07-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

我不小了，二十好几了。不久前，老朋友在facebook中tag了我一张照片，笑得我差点从椅子跌了下来。自己的变化还蛮大的，看看照片，人长高了，眼睛大了，鼻梁高了，唯一不变就是那天赐的灿烂笑容，还有那酒窝。很庆幸自己所拥有的一切，谢谢最近的成长经历，让我成长不少，看得更多。丑小鸭虽然没变成天鹅，但起码我懂让自己活得漂亮，至真至性的精彩。

The most right - my dummy look 8 years ago. Photo was taken during a tuition session in the tuition center. Right in the middle is my old old teacher.

最近的启发：不管你的条件有多差，总会有个人默默地在爱你；不管你的条件有多好，也总有个人不爱你.在对的时间遇到对的人，这是一种缘分，而这种缘分恰恰需要耐心等待，需要经历种种挫败才能遇见，在你的世界中总会有个人比想象中, 远远守护你你。

Jungle Luxe Dining

2011-07-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

That dinner was a bit "out of town" due to its location, but it definitely is one of the dinner I'll never forget. So I got the pleasure to have a dinner in this Tamarind Springs at Ampang which serves the traditional Indochinese (Khmer, Laos, and Vietnam) cuisine. The food designs, the drinks, the tasteds, the light, the sound and the new sensations were the highlight of the night.

We have so much dishes, each of the cuisine varies and the name of each cuisine definitely a bit challenging for me to remember all. Nah, can't recall at all. All could remember was that my belly strained at the button of my trousers at the end of it.

Ain't doing any advertising here, just a bit of sharing of the finger-licking nice foods which I have had. So if your stomach grumbling seeing all these pictures, not my fault, go get some food. As for me, I more looking forward for my To-North-Trip (TNT) next year, it better goes as plan. I down for days for can't make it to the East Malaysia with Philip.

At the end, all of us let the cutler fall from the fingers and were leaning bck in the chair, rubbing at full bellies. ROFL when think back of those funny moment. Somehow it's a little bit paiseh to say, wait wait lemme take picture first and ask everyone to hold when the food was so much tempting. grrr

LIVE TO EAT - from appetizer to the dessert.

Something Magical.

2011-07-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

For once I thought HAPPINESS should be an everyday occurrence instead of something that's reserved for some special occasions. The peaks and valleys of life I experienced in just few months time force the HAPPINESS to make way for UPSET. There were time the valleys brought me down smog down on cloud one. As day progresses, things don't get any better. In fact, they seem to get worse by time. Trips after trips are forfeited. Luck not be with me, got summon, car's tyre punctured, car's battery died out - left stranded at middle of nowhere; Dad's health is very much worrying; Path to kickoff the career seems to be very much challenging and etcextra. But I'm grateful on another side to have so many of you out there to care about, text me or even call me up. And the utmost important thing, I'm still intact with my family. That's truly comforting, at least.

I seemed to be underestimated the power of phone calls all these while. Only now I realized how exceptionally magical and happy-trigger they are. It makes me smile even thou things are sour. When you know there's someone there at least willing to be the listener and care about the progress, that will really make you turn blue, whole LOT happier. This blissful moment I expected more each day, for some unknown reasons.

And now, each day, I know I'll constantly be checking the phone, waiting for calls. Because I know he will be calling. :)

I dunno what it called.

2011-07-02T20:09:00.001-07:00

Have you ever experienced to get a call which made your heart pounding so hard that it almost fall out? I did receive one. (I just got a new cellphone recently and not all the numbers were transfered.) When it rang, in that split second I couldn't recognize the new incoming number at all.

It's not about the number thou. It's about the call, and the person who called, from miles away. If he'd got to see me, he will notice the beginnning of the blush covering my cheek and the heat rushing through my body. the sudden warmth encircled me the moment he said he missing me, with the tone of joking of course. he made a joke out from it, but the part he asking if we could meet up is real. You know how it felt? The feeling was just overwhelming, profound and so powerless to stop it.I giggled through the phone, in a exageerrating way it felt like the sunshine to the flower.

And that call for the meet up have kept me so anxious for like a week long. The anticipation was set in the way that when I think about it, I smile in such a silly way. The past of him, on how we get to know each other and some little moment we'd spent together flooding like storm. Every little thing, you care so much that you wish you can rewind and undo. And I wish there's a button to stop all these.

And then we meet up ( thou I almost screw it up but he made it for me). We look eyes to eyes and it's kinda awkward and uncomfortable at first. Hardly could breath properly sitting on his car. But he made it so easy and it was so relief for me. The meet up and the details I kept it for myself thou I think I failed it. to another eye, I might have seemed the same person, but I could see how he was different than before.

At the end, I watch his car sailing off end of the narrow road. I wouldn't see him again in couple of months time and who know what would happen between then and now. But we both spill the words. Let the sparks fly.

When you're alone...

2011-06-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

When you have been all alone for too long, gradually you'll think wisely and becoming more mature in term of thinking, you work towards reducing the burdensome responsibilities.
When you're alone, you learn to love your parents even more, you becoming more considerate to consider about the part they have sacrificed for you, loving the intimacy of family life.

When you're alone, you no longer passionate about any celebration, you wait no and celebrate none of them.

When you're alone for a traveling, you tend to be looking for the peacefulness for your little mind.

When you're alone, when you heard or see the couples being sweet forever, you do mind a little and asking where's yours.

When you're alone, the logical thinking plays bigger part in decision making, make you a realistic person.

When you're alone at night, lying in bed and wide awake, thoughts and ideas churned round in your head making sometimes sleep impossible and at certain times, drive you into sleep even easier with a sweet dream.

When you're alone, it's addictive...
Visiting the local market @ Hong Kong

It's truly addictive...

Sick.

2011-06-26T19:13:00.000-07:00

Heavy downpour in KL this morning the moment I woke up. Felt awful due to the terrible sore throat and running nose. I probably have the too-much-free-nothing-to-do-then-get-weak syndroms.

Somehow conceded that bro-in-law might be right that I have not been getting enough sleep lately. certainly, i felt more tired than ever after few sleepless night. Perhaps i should take some time off. A trip will do me good i think. Soon. To rebuild the strength.

what a day to begin with.

Con't:

Day of poridge goes on. It always remind me of the previous poridge lunch I once have had somewhere at Ipoh town. The farewell lunch, I at first supposed turn out to be a healhty poridge lunch due to that I was sick that time. With now I am down with the flu again, that scene always play in my mind. When will someone take me out for a poridge lunch again?

DOOP.

2011-06-25T09:35:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of the saying....that...one can be just as pretty till you hear the "dooop" one sound when a girl (normally applied on girl) drop into the water, the typical Cantonese way of saying --: LENG until DOOP one beat. Just one beat, no more than that. Of course it's just a metaphor way of complimenting a girl for anyone if drop into the water, who could have echoed the DOOP? And the DOOP sound, of why does it related to beauty, I kinda have a hard time to figure it out.

Nonetheless, I have been religiously impel myself to hit the DOOP beat. Despite of how gross or how tasteless the food would be. I take, forcefully. Days of not working sitting at home, almost past two full moon, give me a pretty nice chance to keep up with it. This not working moment gave me at least the good TIME for it.

So I hook up with this little whitey grain called Barley. For the sake of the whitening effect it would have brought. For I once dream of becoming the Snow white II (stop laughing!). For I would look nice in any of the clothes, for the fashion (studies show that public fancy with fairer skin when come to clothing, else there won't be so many Whitening and/or Brightening product in the market especially in Asia). Be it making any sense or not, I was told that this Barley grain does has the whitening effect. The blind-fact could be, lead me to drink two big bottle per day, just to stay fair. See, that's the will of a girl to hit the thing called aesthetic. Scared yet?

For god sake, 2 big bottles per day. Each day thinking of way to make variety out from it. For I will sometimes mix it with winter melon, green bean or so and so...

And there's this another thing which i try to stay away from -- the earth-shaken fat and/or Cholesterol.

So this tasteless oat, is now my great companion thou I hate it very very very much. The instant Quaker Oatmeal, the Mornflake, the NESTLE Fitness Cereals, Special K-Cereal and the list goes. Each of these I tried. Pouring out a bowlful of these little nasty thing would be the routine of the day. Mind you, it takes HELL STRONG determination to do this.Ask Barney, I'm sure he will give the hell damn yes!

Always find different way to enhance the taste from this tasteless thing!And I'm not bored yet until the DOOP beat!

Missing is killing!

2011-06-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

Every days and nights, i think of him. Any other kids I saw, remind me of him. Everywhere I go, I saw his shadow, imagining his action. Every little moment I wish he could be with me. Aiks. Deadly missing him and it's like cancer, no cure for it. No others can replace him for he's always the special one. Aiya, missing him so much ah. Hell dislike the current separation.

You once said that.

2011-06-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

When you're 18 made through the admission to university, you're being asked about your dream. It could be wild enough anything under the sky but you said:"I want to travel the world." Not to become a billionaire or someone famous.

When you're 23 finishing your degree hunting for job, you said :" After working I'd have big fat money for that."

When you're 26 having a stable career, income and a little saving, you said:" Let think about that after I own my house." You buy one and paying the installment months after months.

When you're 30s, you have car and house. You said:" I will make it true after I get married."

When you're 35 with one or possibly two kids, you said:" Wait until the kids have grown up."

When you're 40s, you said :" May as well wait until the retirement."

At the end of the day, you go no where, forget about once you dream traveling the world.

Cendol in Sitiawan, Lumut Perak.

2011-06-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

Somewhere in a little town called Sitiawan in Perak, there is a starkly grey building against a backdrop of blue, a little Hindu Temple. Somewhere close to the temple, in fact it's just a few steps outside the temple, there's a famous cendol stall which catch tonnes of people's attention. People from all over the places will come all the way for it.

The blinding blue sky and the temple.

Birdies on the wire, in front of the temple. The owner was once summoned by Sultan Perak during His Highness's Birthday to serve the cendol, as dessert. Definitely is a big bang for his little cendol stall. It was during a ride from Lumut back to His Highness's palace, the driver stopped by the stall to quench the thirst, that was when His Highness get hooked to it. Since then, he gained his little fame but has no intention making his own brand nor expand his business. He maintained the stall as how it is.

The small stall, once in a while, run by his wife.

Small stall but just decent to serve you great cendol. The white chef hat and the red bowtie have always been their significant features.

Business has been always good and the stall was set up in the way that it allowed for the "drive-thru" service.

The cendol with pulut. Will be always nice on this hot weather..

That was the last last met up with high school friends, realized I have been hanging out here quite often.

Location : Jalan Lumut, next few shop house of the local supermarket, The Store.

Future, Past and Present

2011-06-17T00:40:00.000-07:00

Thinking of the future many times driven me off, lying on bed tangled myself on my blanket, not knowing the direction on where to go and how to get there, being walled in by the current situation.

Thinking of the past made me lost in my thoughts often, on everything that shaped me into who I am today, every single decision, move and possibly experience. The flashback of hovering between adhering to and giving up, indecisive.

Thinking of the present, there's only ONE thought - pray for my dad't health and rapid recovery. Even tiniest bit of improvement I would be very much happy about that.

H.O.T

2011-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

Due to the too-hot-until-can-fly-up weather, I suddenly have the urge planning a holiday trip/working plan to those winter/autumn country. Yo, I manage to talk them out for an oversea opportunity. Hardly come by yo!For the time being, still have to suffer the burn-your-ass-off HOT weather!

My first trip ever to the winter country. Blog about it if I have time, perhaps.Really dislike the hot weather, inside out.

Rainbow after Darkness

2011-06-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

Things couldn't be any worse. The ill win really blows nothing good. They once said, it's always darkest before you find the way out; Once you get through all, you'll be dancing in the rain, is that what it meant to be?
Bring me something good, for I'm too thirsty for that. At the meanwhile, thanks for the blessing and everything given.

If...

2011-06-06T20:27:00.000-07:00

There are only two possible outcomes IF I keep on feeding myself this way...

1) Over-nutrition due to the amount of fruits I'm taking per day. No joking. I probably could die fainted, admitted to the hospital, then the doctor would announce :" this patient has been overdosed on vitamins". You know what's the major improvement I have gained so far? From buying the oranges in packages to now buying them in BOXES. God bless. And IF you're saying taking more fruits wouldn't add any reading to your weight, I going to yell at you and say :" CUT the CRAP"

2) Drop dead out of bankruptcy. I'm jobless right now with almost no or little income I'm having right now, merely allow me to survive with belt tighten real tight. God bless.

The blessing of staying close to the wet market. Great choices of fruits, fresh some more. Cheap? not really.

For I have not seen this HUGE mangoes, big enough to cover up my face which getting rounder and rounder. Thanks to the eat-sleep-and-nothing-to-do.

Kid you not? See? In BOXES!

Something called pride.

2011-06-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

And proudness. =) What a pleasant little surprise. Thou is not much.

Morning Jogging.

2011-05-30T23:21:00.001-07:00

Heck. 7.00am in the morning.I would never ever thought of waking up this early for a morning jogging. I have not been doing this over the past 15 years ( I used to jog at beach when I was 8, E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y). Until recently I decided to tighten up my daily routine as I have been getting lazier and lazier.Plain laziness kills.

7.00 am - The sun ray started slanting, up to the sky.

7.05am - With some simple warming ups, ready to go.

I definitely enjoy when the beads and beads of sweat beginning to form and wetting whole my back. Especially when it's on breezy day, that's heaven feel like. Loose. Light. Then out of mind. At least I learn on how to slow things down. Sometimes I may lost carried by the fast pace of surrounding. When things get faster, I tend to be faster than them. End up I lost in the middle, things turned up out of sight. This ain't so right. Life isn't about chasing. I move too fast, he said.

But the place I'm staying right now definitely worth some credits. It may not have gained enough attention of the residents nearby, but I hope it stay as how it is. When getting more people in the room, that's when the destruction begins. The best part is, it's just 50 meters away from my house!

The BIG lake. (Thou not as big as UTP)

The reflections!

Closer view. KLCC and KL Towers! So close yet so far!

The morning spirit impels me to see and appreciate the beauty of surrounding. :) It's beautiful.
Biggest feedback: If you're happy, anything that you see will be good.
And I'm happy here.(v) WHEEE. =)

Crap, I just need to put a little bit more effort to loose the fat off. Damn the eat, watch TV, online, eat and sleep routine. Feel like waste-of-space like that.

Ends before 8.30am.

Next, outing to the mall.

Light Show At St Mary's Cathedral, Sydney.

2011-05-30T23:21:00.000-07:00

The scene would be as nice as photo below which I taken off from internet if I could afford a nicer camera. But what I have seen is ten times better compared to what's captured by the lens. It's nothing compare to human megapixel lens. I would say up to date, none of those artificial lens can beat human's yet.

As one of the blessing, I got the chance to visit the St Mary Church last December during my Aussie trip. December, the last month of the year, also the month of festive celebration. I got to see the light show at the long standing and one of the most treasured - St Mary's Church.

I reached slightly early before dusk. While waiting for the sun ray fading from the sky to reach the complete darkness, we have a little tour around the places.

I forgotten how much yogurt Ice-cream I have had during the trip. I definitely miss all those ice-cream and would wanna have it on the chilling weather again!

On the other side of the place, there was a booth set up portraying the growing story of Jesus Christ.

When the sun was completely descended below the horizon, that's when the light show started. The theme of the light show was "Lights of Christmas". In that split second, the whole building was bathed in colors featured by the constant changing and moving lighting.

There were also a series of display of lights, candles, wording and even the effect of raining, blossom of flower, flying butterflies by the dazzling movement of the light featuring traditional Christmas imagery. The beauty part of the light show was that through the kaleidoscopes, there's a story to tell, that's the essence of the light show. It was the Goodwill and Joy of which I was inspired throughout the 20 minutes of the show.

The display, on the front of the Cathedral, facing the forecourt

It was indeed a memorable light performance.

More pictures:

The end of the light show:

On our way walking back to the lodge, we passed by the Town Hall at George Street. There was another light show going on as well. Happy enough to have to watch 2 shows in a night. Somehow I just like the way of Christmas celebration featured by the light show. It's something new which I have never experienced before.

Room Makeover.

2011-05-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

So I have been spent numerous days and night browsing for idea to do my room makeover. Magazines, pamphlets, internet and each of the sources that would possible to gimme any source of idea. Ikea for sure has been gaining some traffic from my site for I eagerly checking out each of their room's deco. Until I found the contest, out of nothing and boringness, I submitted one entry for the contest. It's in the facebook. Help me like it if you happen to see it. Stupid picture for the entry anyway. :D

Some of the designs I really like most. Anyone could use it for your own room decoration.

1. A very pinky and feminine bedroom, I could have fallen for it 3 years back while I still have the fantasy of living in the pinky little dream world. This design suited my room very much as the room isn't very big anyway. The flora curtain pretty much brings out the sense of nostalgia, kinda like it.

2. A working-like bedroom. Less likely would make my room in this way but still the design definitely worth for some credits. Simple, spacious and neat. Kept it on the list for the last thing I would do is to bring back home with the unfinished work from office.

3. If I own the master bedroom, this definitely will be the top on the list. who wouldn't fall for it? Like the design near the window very much, fully utilizing the space and natural light. It could have been a great place for some reading or chit-chating. Aiks. Why my room is this small and blaming the limited budget. Ish.

4. I most probably go for this design. Omit the big tv and the window, which I need not any of those. What I'm lacking right now is just the table which I really need one, else all the cells on my lap will die out fast enough if I keep on putting my lappie on my lap.

5. For once this captured my attention too. I still will be keeping this for future reference. This is what I asked for, simple and nice. The calming sense overweight all the other factors.

6. For once I no longer single, this would definitely be my choice. Came to notice it during the browsing. Aiks, I probably think too much. Better concentrate for the single room I owning right now. @.@

Dreams

2011-05-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

Do not afraid to walk into spring even thou there's no single ray of sunlight. Do not give up the performing stage even if there's no single applause. Do not ever once forget your dreams even too many distraction trying to blindfold you. Every path towards your dream is full of obstacles, have faith and go through it. I do dream, as if i'll live forever.